Thankyou

I am a person who very rarely asks for help, cause Iโ€™m a very stubborn person and have always believed if you want something you have to work for it…. I just want to say a massive thankyou to everyone who has donated to the Go Fund me page, the friends who have directly donated…

I’m still me ……

When you go from hardly ever been sick to have a shitty diagnosis you have to get used to the ‘how are you’ questions real quick. Let me tell you this is a huge struggle for me. I have always just sucked it up if i was sick and done what i had to do….

10 days post #2 Chemo

Today is 10 days post chemo. This time Round 1 i was laying in a hospital bed at Tamworth feeling like absolute crap with a mouthful of ulcers unable to eat without it burning my mouth. But this time round I feel great. Mouth has settled down today and I didn’t get an ulcers this…

So bloody excited and honoured

Most know I have been lucky enough to be sponsored by Hidez Compression Products for the last few years…. I love them and so do the ponies. Considering both Santenor and Cruise should be in the retirement paddock these products made by Hidez keep them going well into their Twenties ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ณ and hopefully till we…

She just knows….

I swear my dappled dachshund Lexie knows when something is up… She gives me this ‘look’ which i haven’t managed to capture a photo off. Kind of like a mother hen look.. She comes up to my bedroom and then just stands there and looks at me as if to say ‘are you ok’ and…

Round Two

Well yesterday was Round Two of chemo. It was a long day too as i also wanted to get some horse feed ect and other items whilst over there. Multitasking at its best. I left home at 6am to get to my amazing hay supplier who god love him wouldn’t let me load up but…

Week of 4/2

A new week. Tomorrow will be my second chemo treatment in Tamworth pending my bloods this morning. I have decided to get them done at Warialda Hospital as they book times whereas Moree have a number system. Sitting in the waiting room in Moree waiting for your number if like last time was over an…

It’s just hair……..

They tell me it will grow back, its just hair, what are you so worried about….. Well yes it is just hair but its more than that at the same time…. I didn’t think i would be so emotional cutting all my hair off until i had to do it… Tuesday 29th Jan was that…

Just get it done

Its an attitude you just have to have for life in general. Life isnโ€™t always sunshine and rainbows and there will be times that will break you. Just donโ€™t stay there for too long Iโ€™ve had a few people send me messages telling me how inspired they are by my story. Well Iโ€™m not usually…

Aus Day Update

Well I would certainly rather be at home this long weekend but I am still in Tamworth Base. Temperatures have slightly come down to 37 most of yesterday. They ran another X-ray this time on my mouth to see where the infection is that seems to be setting me off. Results this morning confirm I…