What I have learnt …

Getting my BC diagnosis in December 18 was the biggest most scariest thing I have ever had happen… What I have learnt in the last 6 months is that not everyone who you were friends with before will be there for you. I get it’s a fucking scary thing been told you have cancer and…

It’s been a while …..

It’s been a while since I posted an update. And the reason why πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ I’ve been crazy busy since chemo #5 πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ The weekend after #5 chemo I was the offical photographer at the NSW Pony Club State Sporting & Campdrafting Champs at Merriwa. It was awesome to be back behind the camera and get…

What keeps me sane

When this whole shitty experience started in December i didn’t know how i would cope –Β  would i be able to still ride or would i have my head in the bucket throwing my guts up, would i be that weak i couldn’t work, would i be able to ride the horses and maybe play…

Back to my normal….

Well last weekend the polox crazy started again for the year… we ended up been washed out with some awesome rain but it felt so good getting back into my ‘normal’. It was good to catch up with a few polox friends before heading back home. So far i have managed to get back to…

Dealing with it

It wasn’t until a customer said to me at work the other week ‘how are you coping Kristy’ and my reply was ‘yeah im getting better’ and he said ‘no with the ‘mental part of having surgery and having a mastectomy’ …. which i was like ‘yeah i’m ok with that, i would rather have…

Round #4 done πŸ‘ŠπŸ‘ŠπŸ‘Š

Well yesterday was my fourth chemo treatment. Oh god I can see the finish line of the chemo part now 🏁🏁 So good that I’m able to go to work for a few hours then head in and have my treatment from lunchtime onwards and then head home from Moree. Certainly makes it a lot…

My other job

After moving twice in the last 12 months and then my current shitty situation. I am starting to get back into getting some new and older items for my online store KLB Equine. I started it up when a friend has some trouble finding some horsey related items at a reasonable price. Of course me…

Half Way …

Well tomorrow is day 10 post chemo #3 and also halfway through the chemo course as well. It seems like it was yesterday I was sitting on my bed listening to the Dr tell me my biopsy results showed cancer and that I needed surgery asap. When in fact that was 3 months ago now…

Chemo #3

An awesome first treatment in Moree today. No extra driving and no getting up early to leave, just my normal leave time for work time. First off when I went in to reception I finally met a social worker. I had asked to speak to one at Tamworth and despite me having two chemo treatments…

My biggest fear

Throughout all this shitty saga my biggest fear has been that i wouldn’t be able to ride my horses ever again. I could possibly handle not playing polox again….. maybe that’s a big maybe. When the doctor and the cancer nurse heard me say im going to start riding my horses again shortly. The look…