When this whole shitty experience started in December i didn’t know how i would cope – would i be able to still ride or would i have my head in the bucket throwing my guts up, would i be that weak i couldn’t work, would i be able to ride the horses and maybe play…
Back to my normal….
Well last weekend the polox crazy started again for the year… we ended up been washed out with some awesome rain but it felt so good getting back into my ‘normal’. It was good to catch up with a few polox friends before heading back home. So far i have managed to get back to…
Dealing with it
It wasn’t until a customer said to me at work the other week ‘how are you coping Kristy’ and my reply was ‘yeah im getting better’ and he said ‘no with the ‘mental part of having surgery and having a mastectomy’ …. which i was like ‘yeah i’m ok with that, i would rather have…
Round #4 done 👊👊👊
Well yesterday was my fourth chemo treatment. Oh god I can see the finish line of the chemo part now 🏁🏁 So good that I’m able to go to work for a few hours then head in and have my treatment from lunchtime onwards and then head home from Moree. Certainly makes it a lot…
My other job
After moving twice in the last 12 months and then my current shitty situation. I am starting to get back into getting some new and older items for my online store KLB Equine. I started it up when a friend has some trouble finding some horsey related items at a reasonable price. Of course me…
Half Way …
Well tomorrow is day 10 post chemo #3 and also halfway through the chemo course as well. It seems like it was yesterday I was sitting on my bed listening to the Dr tell me my biopsy results showed cancer and that I needed surgery asap. When in fact that was 3 months ago now…
Chemo #3
An awesome first treatment in Moree today. No extra driving and no getting up early to leave, just my normal leave time for work time. First off when I went in to reception I finally met a social worker. I had asked to speak to one at Tamworth and despite me having two chemo treatments…
My biggest fear
Throughout all this shitty saga my biggest fear has been that i wouldn’t be able to ride my horses ever again. I could possibly handle not playing polox again….. maybe that’s a big maybe. When the doctor and the cancer nurse heard me say im going to start riding my horses again shortly. The look…
I’m still me ……
When you go from hardly ever been sick to have a shitty diagnosis you have to get used to the ‘how are you’ questions real quick. Let me tell you this is a huge struggle for me. I have always just sucked it up if i was sick and done what i had to do….
